Though I smiled, I turned away, looking back out the window. I wasn’t entirely sure why I’d been avoiding sex. I did that during the first round of drama with him too. I’d never had that reaction before. Hell, some of the times I had the most sex was when I was hurting. Most people turned to ice cream; I rode anything with a dick. But with Noah, it felt too personal. Too intimate. Maybe even too contagious. That he’d catch whatever was wrong with me.