Anger prickled behind my eyes, sharp and stinging. The heavy weight of all I’d been carrying finally became too much. I had half a mind to remain kneeling all through the night, so he’d find me waiting for him in the morning just as he’d left me. I considered sleeping on the floor on his side of the bed, punishing myself on his behalf. Both actions would prove a point I no longer needed to make. It wasn’t as if Ben was unaware of what I wanted, needed.