Reading progress update: I've read 63%.
“The thing is, I can’t see you. You take up too much… everything. I don’t know how to, I guess, feel things halfway. If you’re always there in the back of my mind—if I’m always so invested in you…. See, I want to give you what you want. You know? I want you to be happy because I—I care about you so much. But I can’t really because giving you what makes you happy makes me so… so fucking miserable.” I took a deep breath, trying not to cry and failing.
“So I get that you won’t change, but I don’t think I can either. I can’t stop wanting what I want—so. So I need to stop. I need to like get a fucking life, I guess. Of my own. Yeah. I need to get a life.”
Gaaaahhhh. So damn well written and Spencer's narration is perfect as always. ❤❤❤
